Back on Track

[BeingMe]

So, it turns out, that my H has been lying - again. He only told me he loved me because he felt pressured. How he could feel that way, I don't know. I hadn't told him I loved him in months. His heart wasn't into saving the M, which is probably why I felt something was not quite right. He has just been coasting along. We will be separating, and I suppose getting a divorce a year later. I am still in shock! Why would anyone lie so much, and then still say they care about you. How can I love a person like this? I feel so much alone, so far from my long-time friends and family. Here I was, moving on with the idea that at least he still loves me, but he just needs to notice me more, or something.

Here I am, once again having to drop the rope. I don't think I will even try and DB this time. I cannot trust this man. He is a liar!