Back on Track

[BeingMe]

Just mulling over things here and getting it off my chest, as it were.

Here are my previous goals which I will review here:

Meet new people - not really done much of that except perhaps at Toastmasters where I have met some new members.
Start studying - starting a Creative Writing course on Feb. 1 - I am very excited about it.
Start painting again - very relaxing. I have not done this yet.
Continue working on R with H, without pursuing or being clingy, and leave the rope on the floor - do not pick it up.
Continue seeing C. I don't think I have been clingy, and perhaps I have detached more than I should, but we have finished a group of sessions with a MC which was very helpful, however, I still struggle with some issues.
Pray everyday. I have stopped doing this as much, and need to get back into it again. I need to learn to leave my problem with Heavenly Father.
Continue working out at the gym at least 3 times a week. Backslid on this during the holiday season, but have started going back.

New Goals:
Insist that H and I have couples meeting every week as the MC suggested and H agreed. We haven't done this yet.
Compliment H everyday.
Be upbeat and positive.
Start writing.
Socialize more with friends.
Take care of health (been having some ongoing health issues, and will take this up with my doctor this week, and just hope that its not anything serious - this has added to my stress, so it's good that I am going to do something about it).
Put myself first.
Spend more time with children especially D12.

This is all I can think of, for now, but I think it's a good start. I need to change my attitude to one of acceptance and have a feeling of positiveness for the future, whatever that may be.