I've been peaking over here too trying to decide where I fit right now. I too am struggling with the trust thing also since this is not our first time down this path. Some days I'm excited about the changes, others I have a hard time explaining why. All I can say is this better be the last time, I'm not sure what I will do next time around.
Seriously, do you know if they make shock collars for spouses. Just something to think of.
Right now the way I keep trying to look at it is this, does it help to be constantly worried about it? Can you do much if you do? Will it improve anything? So I work on me and put the rest in the Lord's hands. You can only control yourself. If you try to control him it will only backfire on you.
