Quote: I wonder why he doesn't trust me? I am not the one who went outside the marriage. I don't understand it. Could he be afraid that I might turn around and do it to him??
You know that trying to figure out what is going on in the other person's head is usually fruitless..that being said let me throw some things out there: he feels your apprehension/insecurity about the R and is worried/scared you may decide to go back to exb or venture outside....maybe because that is what he did...just a thought. Maybe he is questioning your motives now that things aren't "perfect"...who really knows, probably not even him.
I know what it is like having kids and nobody to babysit...I am virtually a single mom all week now and it is hard but you have to focus on you...if you aren't happy with yourself you can't be happy with anybody else and nobody else can be happy with you.