Unsure- You were right. I asked him today what he wanted to do tomorrow. He said I don't know, I guess watch a movie. I said OK. I told him I was just wondering if he wanted to celebrate our anniversary. He replied with an "Ofcourse I do, I was waiting to see what you wanted to do about it. It has been on my mind for a while now." So, I guess I my plan is still going ahead.
On a side note, H had a bad day today. He was quite emotional. We own a business and he let it slip while he was caught up in his R with OW. Now, he is feeling the stress of it. He was crying and telling me that I shouldn't have to pay for his mistakes and that he felt like a piece of sh**. He asked me what I saw in him, and why I would want to be back with him. I did the best I could to tell him that I love him, I know who he really is, I know he isn't a bad person he just made some bad decisions, we all do that in life. That we will get through this together. For some reason, that upset him more. Well, I am glad that he is still feeling like he can talk to me.
And I do feel much better since I made my decision. Probably because I feel I made the right one.
Have a great night!! I will check in your post and see how you are today.
