It seems that everyone is able to see my mistakes so easily, I now am questioning whether what I did was a "good" thing or not! I know at the time I felt good about it, even before it happened. But now I don't know. Maybe I dont really get this whole DB thing after all. Talk about being confused?!
This every changing uncertainty is a killer. There are always a thousand ways to interpret anything, how can one ever be sure of something, at least enough to make some kind of decision or change?
So now apparently, I have painted myself into one hell of a corner, and now can't even trust the way I feel. Crap what do I do now.
