I am hanging in there. Things at home are ok. Seems like when things start to get comfortable we have to have the R talk. Which ultimately leads to a yes or no answer. Which is a huge amount of pressure and smothering to me. Geez why cant she just give me some time. Hell I gacve her 3 years before I gave up but yet she cant go 2 days without freaking out over the R. I just need time. I am trying to find a way to rediscover the love I had for her. She has a therapy session for herself on monday. I am curious to see how that will go. She is already asking me to go to counseling with her but I am not ready for it.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
