I've been snowed in for a day, getting a cabin fever and suddenly got really frisky. Decided to act AS IF and asked my SBXH if he was up for a little "action". He declined. Granted, he is busy working on his project (coming along really nicely, he's asking me for advice on it so it feels good) and when he is in "the zone" there is nothing else that exists.
Except that for a HD person I figured any time is a good time. Trying not to feel rejected because I changed the game plan by being the one who initiated where as I was going to be the one that responds from now on until our roads part. Of course on my first attempt I had to fail.
Not feeling frisky at all right now. Feeling more like crawling under the rock and dying. I'm sure that will pass too. After all I'm still breathing.
