Okay, I've been crying on and off while reading Calystra's threads. I'm at the thread where her H joined her in posting. You can see how much they love each other and it's fear of unknown that keeps them apart, no longer the desire to sever the ties. What makes me cry at this point is that what used to resemble my situation no longer does.
I guess it's jealousy that they made it and I did not.
What's going on people? I haven't had an input on my sitch in a while...anybody out there? I know I gave up but I'm still puzzled by SBXH's actions and would love some interpretaitons...or just encouragement to keep going on....yikes....getting a bit depressed here. Gotta shake it off!
