hey Shawn and Crushed- need some advice here quick-
H FINALLY TEXED ME!! Its funny, I was feeling really sad the last couple of days, and was praying that H could just feel what i am feeling sometimes. Doesn't he miss me, does he ever think about me? Doesn't he ever miss talking to me? I was thinking about texting him cause I was remembering that when it was cold I always used to climb all over him in bed to warm up, and he's always tease witrh me on that. i used to call him a heat pump. I didn't text cause , well, its pointless, and but I so wanted to be able to joke with him and share that .Well--- this morning at 11am I get a text saying "I was just wondering how you are doing? I haven't talked to you for awhile".It is now 1:12pm here in Fl, and I have not texted him back. I did call my sister and she said DON'T get excited, its nothing-- He could care less how you are doing- this is just the warm up to asking for those papers. Text him back if you want to ...but DO NOT call him,you'll end up telling him everything you've been up to for the last week, and its none of his business.He could have called you at lunch time if he was really interested in how you are, right?

So I have saved the draft to be sent-what do you think...


Hi! I am ok, I wonder how are YOU these days too...??

Lets him know I do think about him, too. I know he won't call me , though.
I am waiting to text, I don't want him to think i am desperate (although we all know I have been praying for contact!!!) Figure I'll send it at about 2pm. I don't want to say more, cause I don't want to let on how sad I actually am, and if this IS the "papers" warm up, I don't want to get upset by fooling myself into thinking he actually wanted to know about me, but really he doesn't, ya know???
I HATE all of this, I would just love to have called back and said "Hi honey! I was just thinking about you this morning, and the "heat pump" !This all seems like such game playing bulls**t, and i am losing patience with all of it. The facts are that he IS going to divorce me, he IS with OW, and there seems to be nothing to change that.