Holy crap on a stick Crushed!!!! The crushed girl got her some booty, eh? Forgive me for being jealous. H and I did have some issues to work on in that department, but the last few weeks we were together it was awesome. Unfortunately, THATS the memory I have stuck in my head, so it makes it double tough.And I know how you feel about "filling up". We both joked that maybe it was so good because we may not be getting any for a while after the split (i didn't realize it would be ME who wouldn't be getting any...). It was during the hurricane weeks and we had to stay in alot. It was so great. We hadn't been like that to each other in a very long time.
Can you please send a 55 gallon drum of whatever it is you guys are taking for this bronchitis , send it to my H- fed ex overnight?
I can understand how you felt awkward this morning, though. Its been so long for us (me, anyway.I am sure H is not suffering sexual anorexia ) I think I would feel funny (afterwards)about letting loose and enjoying each other as well. You know I would be willing to take the chance of awkward !!! Again thats why it hard cause I remember how good it could be and now SHE is gettin that. Well, maybe not- if my erectile dysfunction wish came true...
So, keep us in the loop. I am interested to see if it helps you in the next few days, or if everyone has a "oops, we probably shouldn't have done that" moment. Whatever YOU do, don't apologize, or say it was a mistake, or refuse any advances (unless you don't want them). Maybe it was some of that drugged relaxed talk about nothing that helped set the stage for what happened. No R talk, just stuff you'd discuss if you were two people just hanging out. And yes you may still be headed for D, and it could still happen. But he was willing too, and thats gotta tell you a little something. Even if the D comes to pass, he still sees you as someone that is desirable. And I ageree, that Is a powerful feeling. I know my H still found me attractive, even after we split, maybe more so cause of the weight loss. But then that switch got flipped and now he doesn't want to come here for whatever reasons. But when he does I still get those hugs kisses that leave me wanting more.I have been told as you know that he may be doing it just to keep me friendly. But you know my hope is that he does still have feelings and has to deal with OW drama and cannot be getting involved with me now.
So, I am happy for you if you are happy for you. Don't be too upset if he ignores you now sexually or any other way for the next day or so, it can hapen. Sometimes the moment just takes you, and you go with it, but then it makes things more complicated. If you do not pressure him with R talk now, I think you will be ok. And who knows , it can happen again. How long is that prescription for.....