I'm a camel too. I know it will dry out soon enough (I actually did not think I would want anything to happen once I made up my mind but hey! changing minds is the name of the game) so I'm just taking in as much as I can. I've been thinking about the next 12 months after the D is final. How I"ll be feeling, will I be ready for anything? Should I go out there looking or let it come to me? I don't want to hurt myself or anybody else in the process. I guess I'll just take one day at a time once the need is there.
