Quote: He once again said that he wishes I stayed local for at least a year to see what's going to happen.
I think this sounds promising. My H would never say anything like that. Well he may have at the beginning but he is beyond that now. Also, I think you are lucky in a way to have that physical closeness to your H. It has been over four months for me and I think if I initiated something, he would probably sh**t. Maybe I should try to be more sexual, it would definitely be a 180 but I also don't want to seem pursuing or desperate.
If I stick to my vows, which I intend to do, my H is my only source, da** it.!!!
