unless we can read their minds we will never know how much or if they miss us. Mine ain't talkin either. I like to fool myself and imagne that the last time he was here 1/10, we hugged and kissed and I took a second kiss. He didn't look mad about it, it almost loooked like he was glad i did. I also know my H is in the middle of OW very legal divorce proceedings (she filed,on 11/16 her h filed counter motion, then an amended counter motion was filed on 12/9) and he has to be a constant support to her cause her h is a wacko and beats her. That does not leave much time for feeling anything or having conflicting feelings about me. Too complicated, and he can't handle that now. Plus i think he is also getting a home (no proof but I am workin on it)that he didn't want me to know about.
And i agree about the ILY flip flop. 2 weeks before he left, we were enjoying biker events and our lives . Then he left , but still came around, we still kissed hugged, there was stiull hope. Then one day it was like a switch was flipped. Phone calls were down to 10 min or less, no visits, no hope. Kisses and hugs are short but sweet. OW has defietly taken over his heart and emotions for now.
