Well it sounds to me like you are giving up. Who knows that attitude can actually make your H do his own 180. How long until the papers are finalized? Are the two of you splitting everything down the middle? Will the house be sold. Why not stay there until that happens.
Hoping you are doing a little better today. Yesterdays post just sounded like you were down in the dumps. WHatever happens Crushed, you will be fine, just remember that, ok?