Sorry to hear about your "Chairloss", but you can have this poem. I wrote it after reading about your amazement at how calm you were while being pissed at your H at the same time. I hope everyone can relate to it.

The Garden Within

I timidly began a journey to search for my soul
In it I traveled through the years looking each place
Investigating every dark crevice for signs
Inquired to wise souls whom I thought could help
Inward, not out, was where worn trails led
Incubation of thoughts, desires, beliefs, myself
Incessant weeding of youth’s naive clutter
Inch by inch a richly planted garden was revealed
Instantly I knew it was the seeds from my own pockets

Realization crashed in though a gate left ajar

A journey begins, soul in hand, chasing my dreams

D. Nelson
01 - 19 - 2005