Oh, my GAWD, woman, how ARE you?! So great to hear from you!! Especially on this subject...
I had to ask myself the next day why in the world I'd ask a bunch of HD women if they swallow... what the he!! was I thinking?
This topic came up (literally) between the H and I Saturday night. I'm not big on the swallowing. Can't stand the taste. I do it every now and then, but I have to either be drunk or just outright friggin' randy... {{shudder}}
No offense, guys, just can't do it... but I don't mind giving BJs (I'm actually pretty good at it, if I my H isn't lying)... and I'll pull away at the last second because he taps my shoulder to let me know. He asked Saturday night if I'd swallow, and I said, "no, probably not, sorry... and I go on about my business.
H always tells me at the moment, because I can't tell the instant before he's about the cum... but this time he didn't and he shot off in my mouth... which is an instant too late.
I was pissed. I was so pissed I was dead calm. He said he was sorry, he thought I knew when he was about to cum, which just pissed me off even more.
How would I know that?
He said he was sorry, and he sounded sorry... but I was so pissed I couldn't speak. That's how pissed I was. Not a pissed where I was ready to throw something at him, I was volcano pissed... like, one more word out of you and I can't be responsible for your physical safety pissed.
Then he says to me, are you mad?
ME: "Yes"
HIM: "You're probably never going to want to give me another blow job again, huh?"
That notched me up to sirens flashing, one milisecond from overload. I didn't answer because I was focusing all my energy on getting a grip. My priority one objective was cooling down the reactors so there wouldn't be a complete and utter nuclear meltdown. I was thinking: 'my God, I'm going to win the Nobel Prize in 2005 for HOM.'
K. Is it me, or is anyone else sensing a respect issue going on in the Corri household?
Given our conversations from just this past week, and then this... would anyone care to lend me a perspective? I really need to sort this out before I have a conversation about it with the H... I'm over being pissed. Now I'm just concerned. H asked if I wanted to talk about it earlier tonight, and I said no, I'm over being pissed... but the conversation isn't about whether I'm mad or not.
