January: Chapter 1 in the New Beginning

[Zoo]

You KNOW I expect to here this time next year that you WENT to that show with bells on Even cooler would be if you took that new puppy you are contemplating and WON something

Hopefully your C will get you thru and past the whole J thing...I can vouch that a lot of those feelings do dissipate with time. I have had the misfortune to run into the OW a couple of times here lately. Other than annoyance with H and the fake,stupid way he acknowledges her presence...I really don't feel anything in the anger department like i did. I suppose it helps some that she isn't one of those people who is aging very well

You'll hear from D...on his timeframe though, as usual

Hugz,
Zoo

[psluke]

Hi Crushed,

Everyone has to move on their own timeline and his isn't where yours is right now. Hang in there girl, you are doing a great job!

Patience!!!

[psluke]

Hi Zoo,

We will see what next year brings.

I think it might be easier to not have the anger if I had saved my marriage versus she won.

I bet I don't hear from D. Talking with my present A's wife last night she said he probably won't want to give me a set amount of money as he doesn't know what he is going to have to spend or what he will actually get for the house.

I just thought he might be glad not to have to work with me and to be able to do what he wants with the house. It just feels in a way us being together on the house sort of keeps us both tied to the past and I would definitely think he would want to move on with a possible marriage and all in his future. Heck, I don't have ANYONE in my future and even I feel a need to move forward

[kml]

versus she won.

she won the booby prize, Pam!

Ellie

[psluke]

she won the booby prize, Pam!

Ellie

LOL

Thank you Ellie, that is a good way to try to look at it.

[NikNak]

good morning pam, long time no "see"

as you can see, i have changed my screen name for privacy sake but it's the same ole me.

i haven't yet caught up with all of your sitch, but i did want to come in here and say hey!!!

looking forward to catching up with you

niknak

[psluke]

Hi NikNak,

Nice of you to drop by. I have wondered about you a lot and thought about some of our IM conversations. I found some of them very helpful!

Love knowing you are still well and kicking!!!

[Livnlearn]

Hi Long Lost Pam!

I'm glad you didn't get lost!!

How's tricks?

Livnlearn

[psluke]

Hi all,

I wanted to let my friends here know I haven't forgotten you it just seems to be bothering me a bit lately to read about R's being worked on and not having one to be working on.

I know it really shouldn't but I think it is a process and at the moment I seem a bit sensitive.

Also trying to deal with D some to get Frostbyte's papers signed. He is doing his usual no response to me or his A's office who I contacted to see if they could get the papers signed for me.

I think that stirs things up for me a bit as well.

I have a new puppy!!!!!!!!!

Been running weekends doing stuff with the kids so that is keeping me pretty wore out as well.

You are all still in my thoughts and I will be back to check on you eventually.

Take care and do lots of good dbing!!!!

[psluke]

Hey LnL!!!

You are one of the folks I have been wondering about but just haven't felt like reading any here lately!!

I am still up and down, I think fairly normal for adjusting and not quit got everything wraped up yet.

Soon as I get things a bit more together I will be back.

Have to update you all on the new puppy.

She is a doll baby!

I forgot to put the pen in the slots yesterday and she met me at the door when I got home! Not a good feeling when she is supposed to be in a pen in the other end of the house.

Luckly she hadn't tore anything up just had little accidents all over the place.