I actually love doing things for people. That gives my life meaning, maybe that's why I do what I do for living.
You seem to be going through a lot yourself. I hope to have more time this afternoon to catch up on your thread and I'll try to give you feedback. In one of the cainercasts for this week it said that I might do better by taking and giving advice to people when I realize that my situation and their situation is very similar.
One of my friends that I haven't seen in 6 months is coming over right now. She studies Medicine in Hungary (exchange program) and she is in town for the rest of the month. She'll be cooking chicken soup for me and chicken paprikaz (or however the Hungarian spelling is). I'm so excited! I do have good friends that care for me when I"m sick and are there for me when I need them and even when I don't!
