Hi Sage - Thanks for the hug - I need it! Its been an interesting couple of days, by Tuesday night I was ready to pack the whole relationship in and be a walkaway myself And now here I am, almost back at 'we are almost ok' phase. Hmmm. Lesson here - feelings don't last. Duh.
Yes, I am taking care of myself a bit more. Had a blast with some friends yesterday afternoon. Had dinner with NG and his business associate last night, was able to just enjoy being there. NG really opened up on our way home, about his work, bragged a bit about how well he is doing, and he is. I'm now wondering if WOA is perhaps his top LL. I used to think its quality time. More to observe.