Glad to see you, Slowly. Thanks for stopping by my place.
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NG is now on a business trip, one I could not join him on. It's quite alarming how the fears rear up quickly - I'm trying very hard to just be. A big part is due to his reluctance, or inability, to give me reassurances with regard to his future intentions. I know, I should not need these, but there you have it.
OK. It is understandable to get a bit wiggy re: his road trip. But, you have supplies in your db GAL kit now . What things can you focus on and enjoy while NG is gone? For gosh sakes, do NOT sit home alone (or even with all of us on the bb) for most of the time NG is gone! Refresh yourself. Replenish. Make plans with friends for dinner and chat. Go to the theater. Give YOURSELF a fabulous 180..... and let him wonder where you are when he phones home.
As for getting reassurances? Sheesh. Are you asking for these? I hope not. It is a seesaw at best now that you are off the rollercoaster... cause I really think you are, now. I see NG's anxieties rise when you are clear and strong and, well, the oppositie happens, as well.
Is HE looking for reassurances? Are you giving them? I think you needn't be direct in this. But remember that NG really loves WOA and the like.
Sit back. Relax. Let him know he will be missed AND that you are really looking forward to some "me" time. Empresses like you don't sweat the small stuff. They just wait for the treasures and delicacies to be placed at their feet when their grateful heroes return home.
