I never hated my breasts, or breasts in general. Just didn't see what the sexual fascination was.
Plus, as I said, I had more than a few instances where I learned lessons the hard way re: breasts. There was a boy in school who used to throw pencils on the floor and ask me to pick them up. It took only one time to figure out that he hadn't accidentally dropped a pencil in my direction but not before being humiliated in front of him and a group of his friends. Not that it traumatized me or anything but my point is that I learned some lessons QUICK, like all girls do, but at the same time I learned to downplay my breasts. People tended to think I was more sexually experienced than I actually was, simply because I had large breasts! How stupid. I was, and am, a thin person so they stick out big time. Picture Olive Oyl with Dolly's rack and you will have an idea of what I look like, lol. Ok, not that dramatic but still..it has taken me a long time to find them sexy because they represented nothin but a headache to me for a long time. In fact, it was Jenny who kinda prompted me to look at them differently and now I think they're pretty cool!
CN, sorry to hijack this thread into never never land.
