Sportster,

I am glad that H has still not called about D papers. As each day passes, it could be another day that he is questioning himself. I do wish he would initiate some contact with you. Maybe he feels because you have not called/text him since xmas that you have moved on. Who knows what these men are thinking...UUGGHH!

Well Since I asked H for D, he has been great at keeping in contact with me during the day. That was one of my goals when I first starting DBing. To have H contact me during the day like he used to. So this could be a plus. I will not bring up any R talk for the next few days, that is my goal for right now, tho I sent him a message on his yahoo saying that I thought his possible ulcer is a result of trying to lead a double life. Sometimes when I write to him, it gets him thinking, or at least I'd like to think so. I know I really have to start working on me. I am really depressed. My copy of LL should be here tomorrow. Ordered it off Amazon and scheduled delivery is tomorrow. I will be doing a lot of reading this weekend and hopefully I will find it as useful as you have.

DOnt worry about venting to me sportster, thats what this is for, for saying what you wish you could say to H, but know that you cant!
When do you think H will get that bill in the mail? Shouldnt he have gotten it by now? I wonder if that will spark a phone call...hmmm
I will check back in later. I have to put D to bed.

Sun