Nah, I didn't send the text. After my wonderful day with MIL and SIL, I felt so good. I told them about the letter and they said, hey it was his dog too and he should pay, and you did not send a nasty note.
So, my darkness continues. But hey, its Jan 4th and he still hasn't asked for the papers!! You know, those papers are done in twos, his half my half. Why did he not seperate them and at least go get his half done so then he would be jsutified in pushing for them if he wanted? Strange man, my H.
Sorry to hear that there is no "going to pleasure town" for you . Have you tried to entice him in any way? You know what makes this guys motor run, or does he refuse you. I know how you must feel that he is involved w OW so why do i have to do this, or give it up to him. Do you want to reconnect with him, sounds like ya do. I am hesitant to try to tell you to seduce him, cause if he refuses you, its devistational.Example: Right before all the nice physical hugs kisses went out of this, H and I were making out and groping like teenagers. he proceded to kinda help me along, it was great, but when i tried to reciprocate, he said "I'm ok." he was refusing me. I was confused, but let him leave. Was he trying to be true to her, by not letting it escalate too far? Well ever since then, we have not had any contact that can even be called sexual. I've had a good hug or kiss, but never even get the chance to try to seduce him. It must be hard for you cause he is RIGHT THERE! You must have amazing self control, to not try to jump him LOL Before he moved out, I knew he was going but we continued to sleep in the same bed.Almost every night he got some kind of tickle or back rub. Alot of times I would make sure it went further- We had ML a few times and it was the best in years. We kinda joked about it saying we would both probably not be gettin any for a while so we were making it count! He didn't refuse me.So thats why when he said I'm ok, really, i was floored. Believe me I plotted plenty -and wore some really nice stuff when he came over. I can tell even now when I see him that we still desire each other, and I still think that may be a teensiest part of the reason he doesn't come around much.
As long as you don't get caught, I am ok with you deleting anything she sends him. If she asks him did you see such and such, you may get busted. So be careful.
Shame he will not try different meds. Has he been officilly diagnosed as depression? Or is that his evaluation. If this starts effecting his job, that will be a wake up call for him as well.
I gotta go to sleep soon, its been a long day. Nice day, but long. I am so lucky to have the MIL and SIL I do. I felt very loved today. They said you are still family to us, we ain't gonna get rid of you.
Before he moved out, I knew he was going but we continued to sleep in the same bed.Almost every night he got some kind of tickle or back rub. Alot of times I would make sure it went further- We had ML a few times and it was the best in years. We kinda joked about it saying we would both probably not be gettin any for a while so we were making it count! He didn't refuse me.So thats why when he said I'm ok, really, i was floored. Believe me I plotted plenty -and wore some really nice stuff when he came over. I can tell even now when I see him that we still desire each other, and I still think that may be a teensiest part of the reason he doesn't come around much.
