What a difference a day makes. I have my doubts about H wanting to make a go of it and get OW out of his life once and for all. H says only one email from OW this week. I dont beleive it , this woman loves him more than anything and will do anything to be with him. I found a way to log into his office workmail.... and there it was tons of emails all this week back and forth about love and how hard it is and etc etc. I looked like at the beginning of the week H wanted to end it but just couldnt. They found time together this week to kiss and hug and who know what else. I confronted H this morning shaking and all and told him its over. Hes begging and begging. I am finally done. I cant beleive a word out of his mouth. I know kids will be crushed but my husband is in love with another woman. I do believe he loves me but it is no longer enough. I am so mad now and I know its going to change to hurt and emotions any minute. I am going to be strong. I told him he has to be out tomorrow and we need to tell the kids. I hope he goes because I want it to be over and no more emotion between us.
