Thank you Corri
you wrote:
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Read the post I made on the 'a unique ssm' thread to Steeler15... I think it applies to you as well.
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I did read your post and it and other similar thoughts were on my mind as I wrote my statements. I might add a line or two to personalize it but it is difficult to do without seeming vengeful or selfish

On the topic of shrinks I think i do have my own hesitations of seeing one due to some childhood visits over my parents divorce when I was about 7. I can't remember anything about it except a puzzle in the waiting room, but I know it left me with a bad impression and my youth went downhill shortly after.