Quote: "thanks, I'm looking forward to seeing you too"...I'm choosing to take that as a positive.
Sounds like one to me.
Hey, I think if it weren't for this BB, I would have lost my mind. I took it baaaaaad from my H. I actually physically shook, just couldn't stop from shaking. Just journaling on my own didn't seem to be enough...but getting feedback and knowing that other people actually take the time out to read what I have to say really has helped me a lot. Definately knowing that I am not the only one has been a huge help to me.
And now I am now a reformed crazymaker. (At least, I'm good most days... )
Quote: I had not thought that dear ow might be playing games w/me or h
Really? xow tried to mess with H. Actually, she did...that's how the whole PA happened, but that's beside the point. But she used to come into his former job, made a whole big scene. On more than one occasion. It's kind of funny now, it was so pathetic.
And then there's psycho. Of course, a part (very small) of me actually feels sorry for her, because I think she is genuinely nuts. But man, did she ever try to play mind games. Too bad she's also dumb. (I know, I'm mean...but hey, I'm tired of faking "nice" when other people try to interfere in my M.)
Of course, I think there's something just "off" with anyone who would pursue an M person...
So if being busy helps you stay distracted, could you find stuff to do around the house when you get worked up? New projects or a new hobby or something like that? Maybe try a yoga video?