The crazymaker has me in a choke hold this morning, and I am really having a tough time.
H told me this AM that there is a meeting of clinicians this Friday evening at a restuarant to assess what their concerns are for a newly organized employee-management committee here at work--gulp
I am on that committee, we met today, and as meeting times were being discussed, one of the clinical representatives mentioned that he doesnt work on Fridays...H has told me that this guy does, in order to make his quota...Is H setting me up for being gone on Fridays now?????? gulp....
As I came to work, H was just going into the other building. He left several minutes ahead of me....phone calls, etc?????
THEN, the coupe de gras, as I'm coming out of the building where the meeting was, I see that ow's vehicle is parked right next to H's. Last time this happened was just over a year ago, when she put a neck chain in his vehicle that he had left at her place. Also on a Tuesday.
I have such a hard time, I know I make assumptions, but the problem I have is that I am seldom off base on them. It stinks...being wrong would be such a comfort....
I don't know, H is snuggling close in bed at night, but maybe it's just because it's colder. He seems warm, and friendly, but maybe it's just throw me off track.
