When we were having it out and H was asking me not to leave the day after his trip w/ow, I asked why he does this stuff, and risks our m/reconciliation/all our progress if it is what he wants--if he loves me and wants our M, WHY does he do this and risk it all? He just hung his head and bawled and said he made a mistake (this was in regard to the trip w/ow 2 weeks ago Wednesday) Everything else he seems to blame on me.
I really don't have a clue what to do or think anymore.
