Hi Dawn, thanks for stopping by, and of course i'm not mad at you! I need your input...
I am having a rough day....although I have refrained from looking up schedules on the computer...

Actually, I thought not seeing him off for 2 days in a row was a big step for cling-on me! just joking, but a step in the right direction.

I bet anything he is not at work today, but at ow's....I'm 99% sure she's not here...but again, I'm not wasting my time/energy/effort checking out something i cant do anything about that will only make me feel worse.

I might take S out for a while this evening, we could just go out for a christmas supper. Frankly, I'm really tired this afternoon and just going home and going to bed is sounding good. Hope I'm not coming down with something.

I was debating what I could do to shake H up, and an idea occured to me...I was thinking that when H is gone and S is at a friends house sometime, I will just go...check into a motel with a hot tub...leave h a note that says S will be home at certain time, I needed to get away for a while for some time to think...maybe say see you tomorrow or not, I havent decided.

I guess the chili must have worked last year....I can't get him to eat it now, darn it. It must have worked real well.
I gotta get him to eat it again, huh...I've been going to make Friday nights chili nights.

I need to get so much xmas stuff finished up tonight, it wouldnt be hard to be gone....

How much snow do you all have? it's clear and cold and the sun is shining here.

been around awhile!