Quote: My thought was that some hard blues with a serious sexual overtone and a wife moving rhythmically might just send him a gentle message that times are a changing...
Sounds good, but how do I get over the resentment - as in I'm not all that sure I want him interested right now??
This is the man that threw himself on the floor screaming a month ago, because I tried to figure out how we could share housework, who pushed me because I didn't leave the letter he wrote with the postmen (which was probably brought on by me trying to figure out why we haven't had sex for 7 yrs)...
I don't really want to deal with his childishness any more. And I'm certainly not real interested in turning him on. At least not till he takes responsibility for his part in this mess.
You know, I was trying to think the other day why I've stayed in this R for so long, and I can't help thinking some of it has to do with me being lazy. Meaning, here, I don't have to worry about interacting with my S, I can just let him be as he wants, sit and watch TV at night, and as long as I can function on 6 hrs or less of sleep, it's ok. I don't have to worry about being sexy, 'cause he's not interested. I don't even have to worry about money, 'cause he'll handle it, since I'm not capable of such things. Anywhere else, and I'd actually have to work.
Ok, yes I know what that sounds like, but it's been rattling around in my head and I really needed to get it out.
