FocusedFlutist wrote {{I'm pretty organized on paper, but in reality, far from it. I feel like I'm running around to give the impression of motion, but in fact going in a big circle. }}
FocusedFlutist, Morning to you. What a position to be in. I think most of us, even with less serious problems have felt this way so don't feel like you are coming up short. I think you are doing what is right for you and the children. I am sure many of us on the BB have said to our self, If I do A I have to give up zx&y, If I do B then I have to put up with qr&s. No perfect solutions. I admire you for doing what you have done and put up with.