Looking backward...but only to move forward TWO

[sage]

You guys are all so great. thanks to each and every one of you for rallying around me.

I'm at school so I can't respond at length -- I'll respond to each of you as soon as I can....(later today, I hope).

I'm doing ok but still battling with myself...kind of an unpleasant mix of negative reminiscing combined with beating myself up! Lovely.

So...as NN suggests...let's focus on the positives! Here are a few off the top of my head:

1. My r is stronger and lovelier than it ever has been
2. h is much more open and responsive to me than ever before
3. we had a great date last night -- good food and drink, lots of cool "law school stories", etc.
4. I'm meeting up with him later today to have a "fun date"
5. I've got all of you!
6. I'm stronger, happier, healthier, more focused and more blessed as a result of DB'ing.

I'm sure there's tons more...

TTYL, Sage