Sage--you will get through this, you have endured and conquered so much more in your M. I don't have many words of wisdom for you but I bet if you go and review some of the posts you've made you will find your answers. You can't be superwoman all of the time. You have a lot on your plate. I know your H has done a great job earning back your trust but it is human nature to have doubts sometimes especially if it feels similar to the way things were before the B.
