Hi Sage,

No words of wisdom here; just wanted to stop by and tell you that I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now. It's so hard.

I can only imagine (when I put myself in my fantasy world where H returns ), what it would feel like to have the FEAR of, "Will this happen again?"

FWIW: I think that your H does a great job of trying to reassure you. What if you simply let him?

I hope the day (evening) gets better for you and that you're able to enjoy tonight with H.

Take care my friend,
Minnie