confounded -- I've got a lot of hope for you and your sitch. I hope that you can come to a place where you feel positive, too.
unsure and LnL -- It's good to know that my "venting" or "struggling" (and posting about it!) helps...I think I've mentioned before that I sometimes fear bringing others down.
********* Met h in town after school. It was amazingly warm! We walked over to a really nice bar and had some cocktails and a great chat. We had planned to go eat after but the waiter disappeared and by the time we left, it seemed to late for food -- I guess I'm on the Martini diet! (it was only one drink, I swear!)
I'm off the boards in a few...to a company meeting then acupuncture then home. I'll check in over the weekend.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
It's good to know that my "venting" or "struggling" (and posting about it!) helps...I think I've mentioned before that I sometimes fear bringing others down. 
