Finally worked up the courage to ask W about resuming counseling this morning. She told me that with her busy work schedule, there was no way she'd have time for it (which is true, this is her company's busiest time of the year). Seemed angry that I even suggested it. After rejecting the suggestion, she left for work without saying another word. I'm feeling pretty dispirited and pessimistic about the whole thing. I feel like I'm the only one trying to improve the R, and it's like beating my head up against a brick wall.