I am not sure what it will take to make the last steps, time I'm sure will help. When I am involved in things that don't throw D and J in my face I feel pretty content overall.
It is when I read the newsletter from the club and read about them, when I have to see or deal with him, seeing her at our house. And eventually seeing them at dog shows. My C says we are going to get me to the point where that doesn't bother me. She didn't say HOW we are going to do that.
My guess is to just keep building my own life up till that pain isn't the central focus anymore, even when I see them!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
