I really think the holiday makes it a bit tougher, sort of driving home the point of being alone now. I know D wasn't around last Christmas either, but last Christmas I was still hopeful that he might decide to come home.
Some of the Christmas music doesn't exactly help either.
Trying to get focused on the fact that tomorrow Shara and I are taking off for Evansville for a herding lesson.
I should have been working her on her sits and waits, but seems there has been so much going on and I haven't been as motivated as I should be!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
