The thought of never falling in love again doesn't depress me all the time. Just when I am thinking of and missing D. I sort of think that more time and distance from that R will heal those feelings.
Most of the time I feel very complete doing activities with the shelties and my friends. Reading the bb at times bothers me as it reminds me that I don't have a relationship anymore. But it is usually out of sight out of mind unless something reminds me of it.
I ABSOLUTELY plan to heal myself. I don't think I healed from the first D but this one I AM going to heal from. That is something I am very determined to do! Which is a big part of why I am seeing a C again.
I guess I have not stated things totally accurately. I am actually NOT interested in another R, but that doesn't stop me from sometimes missing what is gone. Hope that makes sense.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
