Hi Ellie,

I think you have really broken that down well. It seems to very accurately fit the different feelings I have at times.

Now, how to let go of the one?

I am filling the holes in my life that keep me busy and am enjoying them.

It is the closeness, snuggling, caring and ML that I can't fill and that I still miss.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"