Gee, still much better today but it doesn't take much to throw me off kilter right now.
Got a brief e-mail from D just stating he would like to make swap on some Christmas stuff that I had asked him if he would be interested in making. Just that contact, which is almost the same as nothing, stirs up feelings.
WHY the heck can't I just hate him? I think that would be much easier to live with! Because I'm ditzy and emotional and he was my whole world?
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
