I think it shows responsibility on your part to make sure your kids are taken care of.
One of the first things Husband and I talked about once we found out I was pregnant was setting up Godparents.
It's just the right thing to do.
I'm glad you are doing your best to put your suicidal fantasy to rest.
And I agree with Ellie, get your thyroid checked. I know you have called your docs and are waiting to hear back...so I'm proud of you for doing that.
I also agree with Ellie that it doesn't sound like you are ready to be off Zoloft. I hope you can get that resolved with your doc.
Finally, as far as being shocked that there is something else besides the 'nice' face presented by D. I think a lot of us here had the same shock when the bomb dropped. This person we all thought we knew so well, seemed to turn into an instant stranger. The alien analogy helped me with that.
I just wanted you to know that you aren't alone in your struggles with that.
