I just called and made an appointment with my doctor for next week. They asked why and I said I just don't feel good most of the time and want to see if there is a physical reason or it is depression or stress. I also told them I want to discuss my anti depressant.
I'm sure this will be a talk with her and then schedule to come back for any blood work or anything else she feels she needs to do.
Just also called my A's wife and talked with her for a bit. She is graduating tomorrow night and has a degree in counseling now.
I cried a bit on the phone with her and it acutally seems to have relieved some of the feelings. I think to some extent I hold them in too much.
I think I am also going to check into one of the lights you talked about. Not sure if I can just get a bulb to go in one of my lamps or it needs to be a whole light.
They haven't heard anything else on my case yet. That is also a stress just sitting out there although my A's wife keeps saying the longer we go and don't hear anything the better.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
