I'm 43 this year and sometimes I do feel too old for life.
Sometimes I am very happy and content feeling with the shelties and I.
I think just seeing and talking with D sometimes brings up the fun, loving memories of what an R can be like and then is when my future looks very empty and lonely.
I know it isn't. I do have friends who care and I will enjoy doing things with the shelties. Hopefully most of the time those other thoughts will not be at the forefront.
T the guy in the wheelchair with the awesome attitude tried to get me to meet him for dinner tonight. He knows I have had a rough couple of days. We e-mail some during the work day. I am glad G introduced me to him because his optimism is sometimes contagious.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
