Life, One Chapter at a Time

[psluke]

I wouldn't worry too much about what David says or does. He is just lashing out.

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They are only WORDS bandied about by a sad, messed up man who seems to have lost all of his purpose and spends most of his time feeling sorry for himself more than likely.

Ok, if this is the case or even if it is not. Why do I still persist in seeing the D I thought he was when I married him and not maybe an actual person he has developed into???? My mental picture is still the man I looked up to as logical, mature and loving. When he says look what you turned into, that hurts. I sort of am starting to like in some ways the person I am turning into, but that certainly isn't how he meant it, in any way good.