Held the emotions in pretty well all day but this evening is rough. That hurt that everything has ended up sooo ugly at the end.

I have the realtor coming tomorrow to go through the house and give me a list of what needs done on it.

Have contacted one contractor who might be too busy but may know someone else to refer me too.

Want to just get it over with and do lots of crying I think for now. But I don't intend to stay stuck.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"