What else that is going on for the kids and I is we are driving a 2001 van now. Actually my dad owns it and I am driving it right now, but hope to end up with it being ours eventually when PK sells.

The one I wrecked in the incident at PK has over 200,000 miles on it and also has engine problems. I would have been afraid to go to the shows I am hoping to go to next year in it.

The van seems very nice so far. Hopefully it is dependable and the kids and I start doing things and focusing on the future.

I really can't change the past and dealing with D just keeps getting uglier. I had no idea he was like this, but I think that goes with what LNL posted on my last thread.

Quote:

"No race has understood quite as clearly as the Greeks how character is destiny, or how our very achievements can stem from the same source as crime."


I seem to recall reading one time that every personality trait has a good side and a bad side, it is just now all I am being shown is the bad side so maybe it seems worse than it truly is in actuality.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"