I have been feeling pretty grounded lately and I think I am ready for closure. Seeing how ugly he was this morning helped that even more.
My C had said that him having J at our house was a big lack of respect on his part.
I guess the picture that he is very good at presenting is the one I believed in and isn't the acutal person on the inside. Well, to be more gray! That the picture he presents is only the golden boy side! That is what his brother says he always was to their parents. But there is another side that is stronger than I would have ever guessed it would be. He presents a really great front.
I can't turn the claim in as she has witnesses that it was deliberate. That is why it is going to the prosecutor and I have no idea what will happen, but apparently D and probably J want me in jail over it. That still hurts from D, but I hope it helps me even more to grieve it and move on.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
