Hello all, Just poping in to give you an up date. Thisgs betwwen Brandon and I have never been better. we have really reconnected and he has become an even better version of the man I feel in love with. ( it helps that he has been in Calgary for 3 months )We have been working on our house and yard and really reconnecting. We put Hardwood flooring in our house, and had a great time working together, we painted, build a pond in the back yard, planted some flowers. We work so well together, and not one disagreement or fight in months Our communcations skill are great. I was not feeling well yesterday, and I was late for an appointment, so I snap at him .for the first time in months, and he just looked at me and said NOTHING- It is amazing how quickly you realize your were wrong, went it does not blow up in to defending match. Oh how I love my H. My Grandma stayed with for a week, and afterwards told me how much she loves Brandon, and how she really thinks B and I are going to be ok. She said the changes are amazing. This means alot from a stuborn old lady, like my grandma. Even my mom has mention how proud she is of B. It helps that other people can see the changes in B. It helps me believe that they are real, and that I am not blind again.
We are still having an issue in the bedroom ! I am still having a hard time not thing about OW afterwards !
I see the love it his eyes for me when we make love, and I always wonder if he look at HER like that!!!! Any suggest on how to get pass this? Our C, just keeps telling me to remember he is with me . I wish I could find a way to get pass this. B is very patient, but I am a afriad I will have to start posting in the SSM fourm soon.